The past is there to help one never forget the things they have been through in order to become the person they are today. If it wasn’t for the people in our past, who knows who or where we might be today. In our past we have made many wrong choices and went in many wrong directions and it’s up to us to choose to use that map as a reference to never make the same mistake twice. We all have loved or still love one special person in our life but just can’t seem to get over their past mistakes. It’s true they say the past is the past but they also say that the past will always haunt your future as my mother always says.
I have a love from when I was 14 years old and at that age I thought I found a soul mate isn’t that cute me thinking I have a soul mate at 14 lol. However, if you are anyone close to us you too would say we are meant to be. We tried and tried and we just didn’t make it. He loves me yes I know this but he just fucks up and has me look at him in a different view...
“Why lie in my face and tell me sweet things? Why lie in my face and tell me you love me? Why lie in my face and feed me lies and dreams? Why lie in my face and paint a picture of your dreams? Your dreams can only come true if you were as single as me. But unfortunately you are tied down to your “Queen”. I know you love me and this is where you want to be but I can’t build something on just a dream.”
The things you have done I would say have not been the worst, but it does come close to most. I've tried and tried to forgive you for what you have done but when I think about giving you that chance I seem to think your chances are slim to none. Maybe if I felt what you were saying was true but I feel like this story has been told over and over through you. You say you’re sorry and you’ll never do it again but I feel like you keep pressing rewind and rewind again. How do I know that if I let the past be the past you won’t make me have to bring the past back up to the present again?
